Tonight while Phil was at his soccer match, Nory fell and hit her head on the side of the spare bed. It was HORRIBLE - all CAPS. She hardly ever cries and the cry that resulted from this collision was more-than-heartbreaking. Ugh. I feel sick just thinking about it. I feel SO BAD that the whole thing happened and I feel even worse that I was sitting right beside her when it did. SERIOUS MOM GUILT has set in (and has been lingering ALL EVENING). It isn't pretty.
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Looks like she's going to have a bruise on the forehead, but the good news is she was all smiles about ten minutes following the incident. In fact, she was crawling around and pulling herself up on anything she could - including the bed that she smashed into in the first place! The cold cloth/ice pack didn't so much end up on her bump but rather in her mouth and swirling around in the air. She also offered it to me a few times. One of us DIDN'T stop crying after ten minutes.......(I'm guilty!!!!).
Running through my mind now are the following thoughts:
1) What if she got a concussion?
2) How massive is that bruise going to be in the morning?
3) There's no way I can sleep tonight without worrying about her.
4) I'm the worst mom ever.
5) So much for today's advent.
You will have to stay tuned for December 5th's family activity. Lucky you - TWO in ONE DAY tomorrow!
XOXO